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Maybe I think too much...
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Sat Dec 19, 2009, 9:31 PM
So I thought that I was done being sad.
and then I thought I could avoid being sad.
and then I admitted that I was indeed very sad.

Then I tried to be happy again. She tried to make me happy again. And I thought it was working. It's not. I'm just here. I'm not unhappy...but I am not really happy.

Maybe because this place and these holidays are haunted by the people who are beyond sharing them with me. Maybe my brain chemistry is fucked up again. I don't know.

I really wish I could figure it out though.

I miss Shamar. I miss Grandma.
I miss being me.

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  • Watching: The days fly by
  • Playing: for keeps
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  • Drinking: That would be nice.

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  • Interests: Many things that you simply wouldnt understand...
  • Favourite movie: Ay! there are so many...Garden State? American Beauty?
  • Favourite band or musician: I must choose? Impossible!
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything but country....
  • Favourite poet or writer: Octavia E. Butler, Laurell K. Hamilton, 2Tru, Kesed, Falu...
  • Shell of choice: Cowrie...I wear them in my hair
  • Wallpaper of choice: Silk
  • Skin of choice: Smooth, sexy, and fitting...
  • Favourite game: The Game...the one we all play until we find the One...
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii
  • Personal Quote: Fortune can snatch away only what she herself has given. ~Seneca
  • Tools of the Trade: Camera, pen, paper, and a smile...

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#SelfportraitsClub Sep 4, 2009, 9:14:54 PM
HI! Welcome to ~SelfportraitsClub :w00t: thanx for joining, you can start submitting photos now, just follow the link to know how to do it [link]
BYE! :community:

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~Shinjistu Dec 24, 2008, 10:30:36 AM
Thanks for the favorite!! ^-^

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I'm trying to breathe life into my characters and I hope I'm improving! :dance: :wave:

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:iconfresisui:
Mood: Joy ~fresisui Sep 8, 2008, 1:14:54 AM
thanks for the fave!
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~Proplayer Jan 26, 2006, 6:12:34 PM
I still must wonder why you haven't gone random browsing and made more friends on this site. It's becoming such a waste.
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Mood: Artistic ~thornsNviolets Aug 14, 2007, 7:41:18 PM
Because I'm lazy.....

and I 4got the passowrd for while...

and i feel grossly intimidated by the talent that resides here...

But I shall try...

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~...Both Chaos and Creation are Facets of Change...~

Isake
:iconproplayer:
~Proplayer Nov 8, 2005, 7:22:17 PM
There are times when I wonder if mankind should just hunker down and strive to be more like computers.

The first step would be to abolish all religions though, so this thing would be kinda hard to start up.
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~Proplayer Nov 6, 2005, 4:28:51 PM
A computer is just a bunch of logic gates that either let electricty flow in, or block it. Always in or out, true or false, 1 or 0. That's all it is, and yet you can gain so much complexity.

The brain, however, must have something more, for it to truely grasp things that a computer cannot.
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~thornsNviolets Nov 7, 2005, 6:08:57 PM
A brain has the aid of the magic of the human body, or the wolf body, or the fairy body, a computer is doomed to be forever logical.
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~thornsNviolets Aug 22, 2005, 4:11:03 PM
thoughts r just synspsis fireing in the brain,
chemical reactions and what not.
Rite?
well
so
yea
um
:relaxed:
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